I know most people ask for prayer/healing for their loved ones, unfortunately I'm the one who needs some help, my health has been slowly getting worse since I was young, in 96 I was diagnosed with Chronic Fatigue Syndrome, the name doesn't even begin to cover the suffering. In the UK I believe it's called Myalgic Encephalomyelitis, or M.E.; the last couple years my health decline has been pretty drastic, I'm unable to get out of the house aside from sitting on my lawn, brushing my teeth leaves me too winded to stand, most of my time is spent in bed, and in horrible pain.
My mother is looking into finding a specialist, even if we have to travel to another state, but I feel like a member of the living dead here, and when you feel like you're dying, the concept of actually dying doesn't seem so bad. I need something: prayers, healing, the Force, God, something. I just can't keep going like this for yet a another year.
