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17 Jun 2019 22:59 #339824 by
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They remind me of what's important in my life, what I need to focus on. I'm drawn to them when change is in the wind.

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07 Jul 2019 17:02 #340300 by Carlos.Martinez3
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The week celebration is over. I sit in a room full of food clothing and things that need put away. A week to celebrate my birthday with the 5 friends I have in a cabin by the river... what a joy. We each recharged one another. Some how some way. Scratch on the back - random hug- story shared and songs sung... drinks dranked and morning coffee poured. What a time. We all need a re charge. We all need those folk - real folk to touch - to see - to yell at to cry with to laugh with and at and to laugh with at ya some times.
As Jeddist it is WISE to keep a special circle of folk in your pocket but at the same time - give back like they give you. Love em and LIFT em as well. Ha -that’s - a balance that also is as difficult as having a balance it self... taking the turn to be the giver.
Be the giver some times. Be the light- it’s almost always a benefit some how some way.
Force be with your week !

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08 Jul 2019 15:49 #340319 by Carlos.Martinez3
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Bump for today !!!

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15 Jul 2019 15:55 #340411 by Carlos.Martinez3
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It’s Monday and another chance to share with my Temple some thing encouraging.

The Hero or the Hermit

When Han begins to remember and reminisce about times past in the most recent beginning of last trilogy the question is asked by F.N. “the General or the smuggler? “ Now- for the sake of copyright and franchise purposes- all rights and credit are due to the writers directors and actors. What got me is that saying ...

A student said to his Master;
"You teach me fighting,
But you talk about peace.
How do you reconcile the two?"
The Master replied;
"It is better to be
A warrior in a garden
Than to be a gardener in a war."
Sun Tzu

Some times we will be seen as ... well - as one or the other ... rarely both or in some cases for us modern day Jeddist... all we truly are. Let’s face it - some times we just don’t fit and probly won’t be taken seriously. Some days the Generals are just smugglers but ... some days those smugglers remember ... they remember they were generals. Either way ... it’s always up to us to make sure which shows up and is present - the hermit or the hero or .. a mix of all that is present .

Happy seeking my Jedi !
Pastor Carlos Jedi Knight

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22 Jul 2019 12:37 - 22 Jul 2019 12:40 #340564 by Carlos.Martinez3
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Semper Paratis

It’s like Hakuna Matada - or even still it's like a banner for me in our home. In Latin it means “Always Ready”. As a US Coast Guardsman- this is programmed into our hearts than more our mind. The song itself we sing as USCG members is like 8 lines long - not even long.
You could say I cheated and joined the USCG and this idea got made into my mindset.
As a Jeddist the idea of being ready - of being willing and able at any moments notice - is one i often try to share with others. To be ready - often means to be prepared. To have done all the training and what is necessary to be able to act - well in the case of the modern day Jeddist - ready to take on life and the Force on a every day basis. By what we sing - read- speak and practice - this can be achieved. Are you ready for the week? Are ya ready for today ? As Jeddist it is my hope that as we share and love and practice - we hone. We make as we serve - we grow as we live - we pick and choose as we try.
Happy seeking my Jedi and as always - May the Force be with y’all!

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22 Jul 2019 15:23 #340567 by
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Thank you for the Monday motivation, Carlos! You truly have a servant's heart and I'm glad to be part of this community with you :)

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22 Jul 2019 19:41 - 22 Jul 2019 20:04 #340573 by Kobos
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Thank you Carlos.

One thing I always think about when it comes to being always ready is this. Rely on your training and how you have trained yourself but understand that that your preparation is never the real deal. There are always factors which even with a high level of training do not conform to a trained response.

I actually have a latin phrase and symbol from The Division video games. This resides on my back back I use for work or in most cases just in general. On one side strapped in with a tactical med-kit (which I now have fully stocked for anything from minor cuts to treating broken bones and major lacerations or puncture wounds. I also keep an up to date epi-pen (though I personally have no allergies and also a small amount of synthetic insulin (this for my father just in case). On the other side I keep a small survival kit including you basic stuff, compass, multi tool, fire starter, a hooked needle, surgical string and my good knife when not on school grounds. Anyway, I brought all this up because the saying is.

"Extremis Malis Extrema Remedia" - Desperate times call for desperate measures.

I wear this because in the course of my life I have had some times where I had to "flip the switch" and run on the purest of instinct and ignore certain reactions to things to help others. One of the first times I ever did this consciously was in my early 20's when there was a drive by on my street in St. Louis. I remember hearing the squealing tires and the gun shots followed by the screams. The moment now in my memory seems so clear but at the time I was running on instinct. First my typical reaction,to being outside during gunshots (not that unusual in the area I lived) was hit the ground and work my way inside. But, this time was different. I was working on my car in the back alley. I heard the noise and I really don't know why but I booked it up the street to where I heard the screams coming from. I found a few people standing around and a man no more than my age laying in an expanding pool of blood. I remember the feeling of tearing the sleeves off my shirt one to tie above the wound in his upper arm and the other to apply pressure to the wound on his right side which was a nasty one. I had to yell at some one to call emergency services, I remember talking to the kid to keep him awake as shock was setting him in, asking him where he was originally from, did he have any kids, siblings, a girlfriend. I remember his skin turning more and more pale as I held his wound and the feeling of my hand growing warm as blood soaked through the cloth I held to his stomach. I will never forget his face, ever. He finally passed out, and his breath became shallow. It wasn't much longer that EMS arrived and took the kid into an ambulance, and I was inside washing up after giving a statement to the police. That situation took only about ten minutes total but has changed my life forever.

About a week later I got a visit from an older lady from up the block. She told me her grand-son had passed and wanted to invite me to his services. His mother and grand mother thanked me personally at his wake. I remember asking them why they thanked me, he passed anyway? His grandmother replied with this, "You were the only one ready and willing to help, did you see anyone else on the street with you? You did this for no reason but love and that's why God put you there." After his services were done I remember telling myself I would do my best to be ready for a number of situations, Blackwater (the security company I worked for at the time as a fire arms instructor, actually not to proud of that once certain things that were happening over seas came to light) had a pretty intense training program for the non-military vets that were working field jobs for them (like me).


I am sorry this turned into an essay, but this is a clear memory of when I adopted the saying of always being ready. a short time later I was in Ferguson, Mo during the protests, aiding those whom had inhaled tear gas (I had to undergo both pepper spray and teargas exposure tests to hold the position I did, so exposure was a feeling I could somewhat handle for a time longer than those never exposed) or had injuries from the clashes with police and other protesters a like. That is when I added in my own, desperate times desperate measures, though I didn't have the latin saying for it until a few years later. I still think it and meditate on these sayings a lot. Now that I work in schools I have even further thought of it. We have had threats of shootings, the last one, I was one of maybe 35 of the 100 or so staff that showed up. Had something happened I would defend those kids with my life. Since that first experience I have always kept my first aid, CPR and firearms instructor (though I don't teach fire arms anymore) up to date and valid. Again, I am sorry this turned into an essay, this is just one of those memories I don't talk about much because it always ends up coming out in a flow and it isn't a happy memory.

This is a great saying to contemplate Carlos, sorry I guess I had to get this out, once it started. Thank you again for sparking this thought Carlos, these are sayings I never want to forget.

Much Love, Peace and Respect,
Kobos

What has to come ? Will my heart grow numb ?
How will I save the world ? By using my mind like a gun
Seems a better weapon, 'cause everybody got heat
I know I carry mine, since the last time I got beat
MF DOOM Books of War

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23 Jul 2019 00:47 #340578 by Carlos.Martinez3
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The intention is always to share my friend and in doing so we learn. Thank you and may the Force be with you still.

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29 Jul 2019 15:07 #340684 by Carlos.Martinez3
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The cost of discipline
We are a online church. Truthfully there is no bench where we sit together and there is no set time to meet as this is a come and go as you please type of self paced place. The most common - riff or the ebb I’ve noticed - I have seen is the ability to active balance - time. What I’m talking about is the time to study and post and interact and chat and join in. When I first joined it was almost impossible for me to join in on every part of the Temple I would have liked. Even now, I go back and review the inactive and even archived threads and subjects and ask myself - where was I when that happened or that was hot on the forum? When we begin - reading and finding time can be a challenge in itself and - it was for me any way. I am aware that everyone of us comes to this place with and on different levels of wit - study habits - awareness - location - practice level and even maturity levels. That’s ok. Nothing wrong with that. Not at all. I began to re light the “learn flame” for myself and this ... began my journey here. Now - my time is as much filled with reading study grading texting logging on checking catching up posting commenting thinking learning ... boom - some days I think I’m so busy my heads gunna blow up. It’s not. It won’t. It feels that way some days. Now- the type of dynamic and discipline needed for me is way way WAY different from when I first logged on 5 years ago. The price - was - ACTION. Trying and doing were how I figured out my balance. Some say, the easiest way to find balance and discipline is during the attempt. In the thick of it. I’m not saying always but some times the price of discipline is... well... doing it.
Remember when your logging on or catching back up. At some point we all feel like we have NEGLECTED time here but in reality - we are just learning where - IF- all this can fit in with our every day life’s. Where the sun lives and the taxes are counted. (Lol)
Each of us has a price ... what does your discipline cost or better yet - how did you make yours?

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05 Aug 2019 14:13 #340921 by Carlos.Martinez3
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It is said ....

An Irish Proverb

“If you lie down with dogs; you’ll rise with fleas.”

This one Ima leave for us like this - this week. I always like to give encouraging things to think or maybe a different way of thinking or seeing things but this is one of those - things- that some one told me and it hits when it hits. Ya know? Apply generally and as liberally as you like. Share if ya like - any time. I always look forward to more people joining in on Monday’s ! Force continue to be with y’all!

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