Thank you for the warm welcome.
Lets get right to it shall we, I feel my larges dalema is I do not know where to begin I've tried to quite my mind through meditation, tia chi, chi-gong and various lightsaber velocities I've adapted from Tang Soo Do forms.
I believe that I need the help of an experienced master to set me on my path and to steer my away from my inner darkness.
I also have a question, Is it possible to feel the force in moments of heightened emotions
Example: (when you are watching a movie or listening to music and that stimuli triggers something inside you. and you feel that tingley hair sansation down your spine)
well with me its especially effective with any John Williams/London symphony I here that music I can close my eye's and focus on the music. Then it starts, the tingling begins on the back of my skull then flows like water down my neck, across my shoulders, and down my arms. While at the same time it flows forward over the front of my heard and down the front of my body. Then as suddenly as it begins it is gone
Now is this some trick of nerves or could it be something, more?
please anyone that has any information on this please reply