Sister Luthien,
you need not our forgiveness but only to fogive yourself and strive to keep honesty in your thoughts, posts, actions and deeds. such things will always lead to positive circumstances. the biggest lesson here is to log out when not at the keyboard lol. by remembering how you felt after you made the decision to go along with and perpetuate these non-truths, that memory will aid you in future detering of similar issues. thoughts are things, words, posts, chats, all are things and can cause undetermined circumstances when non-truths are involved. just the thought of keeping all the details straight can cause unbelieveable stress and even physical manifistations of injury or sickness. when it is truth there is no stress created to keep the details in line. no sub-conscious vioce saying how wrong it is, to tell and perpetuate these non-truths. many that suffer from a dibilitating affliction called \"pathological lieing\" can not determine the truth or reality from thier dilusional diatribe of non-truths. as you have taken responsibility for your actions, this is obvious proof that you do not suffer from this and indeed have the ability to determine the difference. always remember that truth, even when distasteful, is the most positive and direct avenue to the Path Of The Light To The Living Force
bylar
