The Glory Days of Yesterday

During meditation this morning I kept having flashbacks of my time in pro wrestling. It was a turning point in my life, because not only did I grasp my dreams... in doing so my dreams were also shattered. I broke my back in 7 places and it is significantly affected my life for both the good.... and most def the bad. For many years I seeked out dark things ever since my dream of a career in wrestling were taken from me. Regrets? Yea I have a few. But then again... too few to mention :laugh:

I wouldnt change anything because the decisions ive made in my life, some good.... MANY MANY BAD.... Has led me to this point. Right now.... having the wisdom to accept and move on.

My feelings about my past glory days AND my past mistakes:

Non, rien de rien, non, je ne regrette rien
Ni le bien qu'on m'a fait, ni le mal
Tout ça m'est bien égal
Non, rien de rien, non, je ne regrette rien
C'est payé, balayé, oublié, je me fous du passé

Avec mes souvenirs j'ai allumé le feu
Mes chagrins, mes plaisirs
Je n'ai plus besoin d'eux
Balayé les amours avec leurs trémolos
Balayé pour toujours
Je reparts a zéro

Non, rien de rien, non, je ne regrette rien
Ni le bien qu'on m'a fait, ni le mal
Tout ça m'est bien égal
Non, rien de rien, non, je ne regrette rien
Car ma vie, car mes joies
Aujourd'hui ça commence avec toi
~Edith Pilaf

But I also remember that glory days and mistakes lie ahead of me as well.

Everything I am is a balance, a personal balance of my past present and future. The ability to choose which is and in what manner is to us. Some just let things fall out. Some have more mindfulness. In the movies each Jedi is different.Faces breed eyes color hair...lack of...gills...talonns.. In life there is no sway in that respect. We ARE difrent. My hope is that u can individually find your self and shine now ...presently....today. My glory days can be now when my son falls and W 68 M 6 Carlos comes to call!!! That's a boy nurse for those who don't speak jargon! Lol
Keep you ...u. Find the parts u like , keep , make the parts u need! Its possible that the days of glory shine presently !!! May the Living Force be with you as you continue to seek, seek and you WILL find!

Thank u both. Fantastic input!!

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