Take a Deep breath

Hi, let me first start this off by saying sorry for the last post it was mostly a vent!

So a short update, I have decided officially to have the surgery in December and I graduate in January! A funny thing happened today! I had that meeting with the doc about 2 hours from my hometown so I planned to be out of school for most of the day. I sat in the patient's room with my mom for two hours! Then after the consultation, we waited a mother hour for the nurse to say 'I need to ask some pre-surg questions before you leave.' We're finally out of the doc's office and went to find the car, we got lost! . (Praise the stars that I got coffee afterwards.) We got back to town 8 hours later the exact time that school gets out! It's been a day of testing my patience for the better!

Testing patience and learnings everyday ... Stars are shining...

* Ben Kenobi told to focus on the most important emotions in mind, to be honest with ourselves about the sensations experiencing and how they affected us. Then Luke had to let them go, one by one, as if emptying a glass of water. The goal was to become an empty vessel; only then could the Force fill it.

I will look at the stars too and breathe a little serenity that renews my inner Force, Keep shining Lady Kenobi


I am also paraphrasing a possible Jedi meditation from - * Weapon of a Jedi, Chapter 2 by Jason Fry.