Rants far and wide

I don't know if I can keep doing these 12+ hour work days...I'm tired.

#thecompanyyoukeep

So not only did my phone not charge (despite being plugged in all day) but it dropped ten percent from the cold, shut off for no reason, and then corrupted a practise sessions' filming. yayyyyyyyy.

I am done with online training. Why am I paying for schooling when I have to do so much of it in my free time and away from a teacher?

Whole thing broke twice, and its due tomorrow. So I'm probably screwed for my placement in April. Happy april fools on me apparently.



EDIT: Meeting with a course coordinator between classes to get this fixed. But still... so much stress. Time for meditation before my rage comes back.

I legitimately will never understand why people take a job, say they understand what the job entails, and then actively refuse to do it. Why even take it then? Egos too big for their own britches. Christ.

I'm going to rant ... right now ....
Why do you need to be told what to do? Why can't you think? Why can't some people see past their own little square ? Why can't I rant ? Why can't I be like you ? I know your not like me! I'm ok with that why can't you be.? Why can't people learn difrently ? Why can't they teach difrently ? Why can't they lead difrently ? What can't they follow difrently ? Why can't we change our avenues of presentation or usage ? Why can't we try somthimg new???? WE ARE NOT ROBOTS!!!! If I was ... ide be Robbie -Nestor 10- speedy - cutie - the Liar- the brain- the machine- Dave - ( it's a Asimov thing)
We can be diffrent ! We ARE diffrent !
Expect others to be diffrent ! Allow others to be diffrent ! ---- please!????

Ok that's my rant to no one in particular and not intended to hurt any one. I don't rant often so there's mine . Force be with us!

Every time i think it cannot get any worse , when are people going to learn to approach eachother here with compassion and respect , there is no honour in putting someone down in public , and remember , if you screw people like that , you are next , maybe not today , maybe not tomorrow , but one day ...., This is not the rat race , what you are doing is NOT JEDI / I have not even treated my enemies the way some treat eachother here ....

Written in plain english....

#done

Other than my IP journal....think I'm don't posting in the forums for awhile....too much stress...too much arguing about who's right....way to many people over explaining why there right and everyone else is wrong. SMH