Rants far and wide

I hate when I desperately need something and have no idea what the something really is....

I'm done. I just wish the world would end so it all can stop. I wish I felt valued and appreciated. I wish I had the support I needed. I need a life break and no way to get it. I seriously thought of just driving away. I don't want to do this anymore.

I regret having posted that idea. It was dumb and stupid and I never should have done it... At least the stupidity of it was made obvious on page 1 and it died earlier rather than later.

Off to find more bricks for that wall. It's tall enough now that I won't bother anyone with my silly ideas any more... Just gotta finish enclosing it into it's own little room.

“They will cry, he will shout but you must sweat.”
― Amit Kalantri

Why is it the go to natural reaction for people to make things way more dramatic then it needs to be?


*apparently I'm not allowed to rant in general about people in my life without other people being offended by it to whom I wasn't even ranting about so my rants have to be specific and narrow and appropriate so that I'm not judging people ranting while being judged about my ranting in a post whose full focus is ranting and judging but more importantly about venting those rants and judgements to get them out of your system, thus as a result proving my original rant.

P.s. no one individual or group of individuals was intentionally targeted in this rant.

Why do I still lose sleep missing her? She lied to me for ages and I never saw it.

Guess I always did love her, or at least I loved who I thought she was, more.

Or, alternate rant: depression is a capital B witch.

Whatever Gods there may be, they were wise not to grant me magical Force powers... or access to a lightsaber.

At work they've implemented a new program, but have royally screwed up implementation, and of course I have to clean up your mess and take every hit as a punch bag.

It's been two weeks... TWO WEEKS, and you can't get this fixed. If I finally do have a heart attack, and live to tell the tale, I will come at you with every lawyer in this country.

*sighs*

Regulations won't keep this from happening...
~ Says the only modern, Westernized country where this regularly happens...


When will enough finally be enough? What needs to happen for us to get it through our thick heads that this is a f*****g problem?! *growls*

God... Dammit.

Friend of mine tagged me in a post on FB. I trusted this person to know I'm avoiding anything spoiler territory.

Godammit. Damn damn damn. He's lucky I can't use force choke. I'm ready to leave FB and youtube entirely until I see TLJ.