Rants far and wide

I am incredibly rubbish at replying to people's PMs, emails, text messages etc. There must be a lot of people out there that think I'm pretty crap.

Please, stop feeding the monkeys...

Edan wrote: I am incredibly rubbish at replying to people's PMs, emails, text messages etc. There must be a lot of people out there that think I'm pretty crap.

This. Me. You have NO idea.

I will never understand the habit of families to tear themselves apart right when they should stick together most. I really hope that doesn't happen here.

I've seen my daughter for a total of less than 10 minutes in the last 48 hours. A total of 3 hours in the last 72. She comes home to get money and then leaves again. Last night she stayed at her best friend's house. I mean, I'm happy she's growing up and becoming more independent, that her friends are even driving her around, etc, but does it have to be all at once?

I don't have to worry about her doing anything stupid. She's more responsible than I am. It's just... very quiet in the house. Me, the dogs, Clarence the rabbit, and Darth Chobani the hamster. It's creepy.

:pinch: :S :dry:

As an introvert, I have been incredibloody patient... for 5 years I have dealt with living with up to 2 extra people in my house who are not my husband. I have conceded my space and my sanity.. But at this point I am at the precipice of what I can handle. You do not realise, and I cannot tell you, how much I need you to leave for me to be able to relax again. No wonder I'm anxious, I'm living in a situation that is the mental equivalent of being jabbed in the ribs every five seconds.
I really need you to hurry up, I'm not sure I can last another two months.
This really is the biggest test of my mental strength and I am at breaking point.

(I seem to be in this thread a lot at the moment )

This may not be my house, but it's not yours either. I do not want you inside any building where I live. Ever. Never again. Stay away. Leave me alone. This is not your area. You weren't here when he needed you, and you're damn sure not welcome now that he's gone.

youre dealing with a lot of stress and frustration righ now

for what it is worth, i think of you, and i hope things get better for you soon

Life is overwhelming. I miss when life was linear and easy to traverse. The American system of growing up does NOT prepare you for living a balanced, directionless life.